I'm trying to figure out what I like. I was snooping through my mom's room and I found a paddle in her underwear drawer. I started using it when I watch porn and I REEEAAALLLLLYY like it ;p I love the way the pain feels right before I make myself cum. I've been trying to get my step dad to spank me for real, but I'm probably too old for it. He just yells at me a lot when I do something wrong. Just the yelling is enough sometimes, though 🙂 I usually have to run to my room to touch myself and use the paddle…. Is there anyone willing to explore this with me?